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power, and riches which they propose to themselves, cannot give satisfaction enough to reward them for half the anxiety they undergo in the pursuit or possession of them. While men are in this temper, which happens very frequently, how inconsistent are they with themselves? They are wearied with the toil they bear, but cannot find in their hearts to relinquish it; retirement is what they want, but they cannot betake themselves to it: while they pant after shade and covert, they still affect to appear in the most glittering scenes of life: but sure this is but just as reasonable as if a man should call for more lights when he has a mind to go to sleep.

Since, then, it is certain that our own hearts deceive us in the love of the world, and that we cannot command ourselves enough to resign it, though we every day wish ourselves disengaged from its allurements, let us not stand upon a formal taking of leave, but wean ourselves from them while we are in the midst of them.

It is certainly the general intention of the greater part of mankind to accomplish this work, and live according to their own approbation as soon as they possibly can. But since the duration of life is so uncertain and that has been a common topic of discourse ever since there was such a thing as life. itself how is it possible that we should defer a moment the beginning to live according to the rules of reason?

The man of business has ever some one point to carry, and then he tells himself he will bid adieu to all the vanity of ambition. The man of pleasure resolves to take his leave at least, and part civilly with his mistress; but the ambitious man is entangled every moment in a fresh pursuit, and the

lover sees new charms in the object he fancied he could abandon. It is therefore a fantastical way of thinking, when we promise ourselves an alteration in our conduct from change of place and difference of circumstances; the same passions will attend us wherever we are, till they are conquered; and we can never live to our satisfaction in the deepest retirement, unless we are capable of living so in some measure amidst the noise and business of the world.

I have ever thought men were better known by what could be observed of them from a perusal of their private letters than any other way. My friend the clergyman, the other day, upon serious discourse with him concerning the danger of procrastination, gave me the following letters from persons with whom he lives in great friendship and intimacy, according to the good breeding and good sense of his character. The first is from a man of business, who is his convert; the second from one of whom he conceives good hopes; the third from one who is in no state at all, but carried one way and another by starts.

'SIR,

'I KNOW not with what words to express to you

the sense I have of the high obligation you have laid upon me, in the penance you enjoined me of doing some good or other, to a person of worth, every day I live. The station I am in furnishes me with daily opportunities of this kind, and the noble principle with which you have inspired me, of benevolence to all I have to deal with, quickens my application in everything I undertake. When I relieve merit from discountenance, when I assist a friendless person, when I produce concealed worth, I am displeased with myself for having designed to

leave the world in order to be virtuous. I am sorry you decline the occasions which the condition I am in might afford me of enlarging your fortunes, but know I contribute more to your satisfaction when I acknowledge I am the better man from the influence and authority you have over,

'SIR,

you

SIR,

Your most obliged and

most humble Servant,

R. O.'

'I AM entirely convinced of the truth of what you were pleased to say to me when I was last with alone. You told me then of the silly way I was in, but you told me so as I saw you loved me, otherwise I could not obey your commands in letting you know my thoughts so sincerely as I do at present. I know the creature for whom I resign so much of my character is all that you said of her, but then the trifler has something in her so undesigning and harmless, that her guilt in one kind disappears by the comparison of her innocence in another. Will you, virtuous men, allow no alteration of offences? Must dear Chloe be called by the hard name you pious people give to common women? I keep the solemn promise I made you in writing to you the state of my mind after your kind admonition, and will endeavour to get the better of this fondness, which makes me so much her humble servant, that I am almost ashamed to subscribe myself yours, T. D.'

'SIR,

"THERE is no state of life so anxious as that of a man who does not live according to the dictates of his own reason. It will seem odd to you,

when I assure you that my love of retirement first of all brought me to court, but this will be no riddle when I acquaint you that I placed myself here with a design of getting so much money as might enable me to purchase a handsome retreat in the country. At present my circumstances enable me, and my duty prompts me, to pass away the remaining part of my life in such a retirement as I at first proposed to myself, but to my great misfortune I have entirely lost the relish of it, and should now return to the country with greater reluctance than I at first came to court. I am so unhappy as to know that what I am fond of are trifles, and that what I neglect is of the greatest importance. In short, I find a contest in my own mind between reason and fashion. I remember you once told me that I might live in the world and out of it at the same time. Let me beg of you to explain this paradox more at large to me, that I may conform my life, if possible, both to my duty and my inclination.

R.

I am,

Your most humble Servant,

R. B.'

No. 28. Monday, April 2, 1711

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Neque semper arcum

[ADDISON.

Tendit Apollo.-Hor., 2 Od. x. 19.

SHALL here present my reader with a letter from a projector concerning a new office which he thinks may very much contribute to the embellishment of the city, and to the driving barbarity out of our streets. I consider it as a satire upon

projectors in general, and a lively picture of the whole art of modern criticism.1

'SIR,

2

'OBSERVING that you have thoughts of creating certain officers under you for the inspection of several petty enormities which you yourself cannot attend to, and finding daily absurdities hung out upon the sign-posts of this city, to the great scandal of foreigners, as well as those of our own country who are curious spectators of the same, I do humbly propose that you would be pleased to make me your superintendent of all such figures and devices as are or shall be made use of on this occasion, with full powers to rectify or expunge whatever I shall find irregular or defective. For want of such an officer, there is nothing like sound literature and good sense to be met with in those objects that are everywhere thrusting themselves out to the eye, and endeavouring to become visible. Our streets are filled with blue boars, black swans, and red lions, not to mention flying pigs, and hogs in armour, with many other creatures more extraordinary than any in the deserts of Africa. Strange! that one who has all the birds and beasts in Nature to choose out of should live at the sign of an ens rationis!

'My first task therefore should be, like that of Hercules, to clear the city from monsters. In the second place, I would forbid that creatures of jarring and incongruous natures should be joined together in the same sign, such as the Bell and the Neat's-Tongue, the Dog and Gridiron. The Fox and Goose may 1 Streets. It is as follows' (folio).

2 With few exceptions, houses were still distinguished, at the time of the Spectator, by signs instead of numbers.

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