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on the seat Manuella proffered, it was not till full half an hour that she spoke.

"The Senor has returned," she said calmly; "bid Alberic hither."

The page came, and she quietly inquired if any strangers had entered with his master. "No, Senora, he is alone."

"Has he long returned?"

"Almost half an hour, Senora. He went directly to his closet, desiring that he might not be disturbed."

Ten minutes more and Marie was standing in her husband's presence, but unobserved. For the first time in his whole life had her light step approached him unheard. For two hours he had borne a degree of mental suffering which would either have crushed or roused any other man into wildest fury-borne it with such an unflinching spirit, that in neither look nor manner, nor even tone, had he departed from his usual self, or given the slightest occasion for remark. But the privacy of his closet obtained, | the mighty will gave way, and the stormy waves rolled over him, deadening every sense and thought and feeling, save the one absorbing truth that he had never been beloved. Father and child had deceived him; for now every little word, every trifling occurrence before his marriage in the Vale of Cedars rushed back on his mind, and Henriquez imploring entreaty under all circumstances to love and cherish her was explained.

"Ferdinand !" exclaimed a voice almost inarticulate from sobs; and starting he beheld his wife kneeling by his side. "Oh! my husband, do not turn from me, do not hate me. I have none but thee."

He tried to withdraw his hand, but the words, the tone, unmanned him, and throwing his arm round her, he clasped her convulsively to his heart, and she felt his slow scalding tears fall one by one, as wrung from the heart's innermost depths, upon her cheek.

For several minutes there was silence. The strong man's emotion is as terrible to witness, as terrible to feel. Marie was the first to regain voice; and in low, beseeching accents she implored him to listen to her to hear ere he condemned.

"Not thus," was his sole reply, as he tried to raise her from her kneeling posture to the cushion by his side.

"Yes, thus, my husband. I will not rise till thou say'st thou canst forgive; wilt take the loving and the weak back to thy heart, if not to love as thou hast loved, to strengthen and forgive. I have not wronged thee. Were I false in word or thought, I would not kneel to ask forgiveness, but crawl to thy feet and die! If thou couldst but know the many, many times I have longed to confess all; the agony to receive thy fond caress, thy trusting confidence, and know myself deceiving; the terror lest thou should'st discover aught from other than myself; oh! were it not for thy deep woe, I could bless this moment, bidding me speak Truth once more!"

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true from duty, not from love? Marie, can I bear this?"

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Yes-for I do love thee. Oh! my husband, I turn to thee alone, under my God, for rest and peace. If I might not give thee the wild passions of my youth, when my heart was sought and won ere I was myself conscious of the precipice I neared, I cling to thee now alone-I would be thine alone. Oh take me to thy heart, and let me lie there. Ferdinand, Ferdinand! forgive me!-love-save me from myself!"

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Ay, now and ever! Come to my heart, beloved one!" answered her husband, rousing himself from all of personal suffering to comfort her; and he drew her to him till her head rested on his bosom. "Now tell me thy sorrowing tale, to me so wrapt in mystery. Fear not from me. It is enough, thou clingest to me in such sweet guileless confidence still."

She obeyed him; and the heavy weight of suffering years seemed lightening as she spoke. From her first meeting Arthur, to that morning's harrowing interview, every feeling, every incident, every throb of reproach and dread were revealed with such touching and childlike truth, that even in his suffering, Morales unconsciously clasped his wife closer and closer to him, as if her very confidence and truth, rendered her yet dearer than before, and inexpressibly soothed, at the very moment that they pained. Their interview was long, but fraught with mutual comfort. Morales had believed, when he entered his closet that day, that a dense cloud was folded round him, sapping the very elements of life; but though he still felt as if he had received some heavy physical blow, the darkness had fled from his spirit, and light dawned anew for both, beneath the heavenly rays of openness and Truth.

"And Arthur?" Marie said, as that long commune came to a close; and she looked up with the fearless gaze of integrity in her hus band's face. "Thou wilt forgive him, Ferdinand? he knew not what he said."

"Trust me, beloved one. I pity and forgive him. He shall learn to love me despite himself."

Great was the astonishment and terrible the disappointment of Don Luis Garcia at the visible failure of one portion of his nefarious schemes. Though seldom in Don Ferdinand's actual presence, he was perfectly aware that instead of diminishing, Morales's confidence in and love for his wife had both increased, and that Marie was happier and more quietly at rest than she had been since her marriage. But though baffled, Garcia was not foiled. The calm, haughty dignity which, whenever they did chance to meet, now characterized Don Ferdinand's manner towards him; the brief, stern reply, if words were actually needed; or complete silence, betraying as it did the utter contempt and scorn with which his crafty design was regarded, heightened his every revengeful feeling, and hastened on his plans.

Two or three weeks passed: a calm security and peaceful happiness had taken the place of storm and dread in Marie's heart. She felt that it had been a secret consciousness of wrong towards her husband, the dread of discovery

occasioning estrangement, the constant fear of encountering Stanley, which had weighed on her heart far more than former feelings; and now that the ordeal was past, that all was known, and she could meet her husband's eye without one thought concealed; now that despite of all he could love and cherish, aye, trust her still, she clung to him with love as pure and fond and true as ever wife might feel; and her only thought of Stanley was prayer that peace might also dawn for him. It was pain indeed to feel that the real reason of her wedding Ferdinand must for ever remain concealed. Could that have been spoken, one little sentence said, all would have been explained, and Stanley's bitter feelings soothed.

It was the custom of Ferdinand and Isabella to gather around them, about once a month, the wisest and the ablest of their Realm-sometimes to hold council on public matters, at others merely in friendly discussion on various subjects connected with politics, the church, or war. In these meetings merit constituted rank, and mind nobility. They commenced late, and continued several hours through the night. To one of these meetings Don Ferdinand Morales had received a summons as usual. As the day neared he became conscious of a strange, indefinable sensation taking possession of heart and mind, as impossible to be explained as to be dismissed. It was as if some impassable and invisible, but closely-hovering evil were connected with the day, blinding him-as by a heavy pall-to all beyond. He succeeded in subduing the ascendancy of the sensation, in some measure, till the day itself; when, as the hours waned, it became more and more overpowering. As he entered his wife's apartment, to bid her farewell ere he departed for the castle, it rose almost to suffocation in his throat, and he put his arm round her as she stood by the widely-opened casement, and remained by her side several minutes without speaking. "Thou art not going to the castle yet, dearest?" she inquired. Is it not much earlier than

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"Yes, love; but I shall not ride to-night. I feel so strangely oppressed, that I think a quiet walk in the night air, will recover me far more effectually than riding."

Marie looked up, anxiously, in his face. He was very pale, and his hair was damp with the moisture on his forehead. "Thou art unwell," she exclaimed; "do not go to-night, dearest Ferdinand-stay with me. Thy presence is not so imperatively needed."

He shook his head, with a faint smile. "I must go, love, for I have no excuse to stay away. I wish it were any other night, indeed, for I would so gladly remain with thee; but the very wish is folly. I never shrunk from the call of duty before, and cannot imagine what has come over me to-night; but I would sacrifice much for permission to stay within. Do not look so alarmed, love, the fresh air will remove this vague oppression, and give me back myself." "Fresh air there is none," replied his young wife; "the stillness is actually awful-not a leaf

moves, nor a breeze stirs. It seems, too, more than twilight darkness; as if a heavy storm were brooding."

"It may be; oppression in the air is often the sole cause of oppression in the mind. I should be almost glad if it came, to explain this sensation."

"But if thou must go, thou wilt not loiter, Ferdinand."

"Why-fearest thou the storm will harm me, love? Nay, I have frightened thee into foreboding. Banish it, or I shall be still more loathe to say farewell!"

He kissed her, as if to depart, but still he lingered though neither spoke; and then, as with an irresistible and passionate impulse, he clasped her convulsively to his heart, murmured hoarsely, "God for ever and ever bless thee, my own beloved!" released her, and was gone.

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On quitting his mansion and entering the street, the dense weight of the atmosphere became more and more apparent. The heat was so oppressive that the streets were actually deserted-even the artizans had closed their stores; darkness had fallen suddenly, shrouding the beautiful twilight peculiar to Spain as with a pall. Morales unconsciously glanced towards the west, where, scarcely half-an-hour before, the sun had sunk gloriously to rest; and there all was not black. Resting on the edge of the hill, was a far-spreading crimson cloud, not the rosy glow of sunset, but the colour of blood. So remarkable was its appearance, that Don Ferdinand paused in involuntary awe. blackness closed gradually round it; but much decreased, and still decreasing in size, it floated onwards-preserving its blood-red hue, in appalling contrast with the murky sky. Slowly Morales turned in the direction of the castle, glancing up at times, and unable to suppress a thrill of supernatural horror as he observed this remarkable appearance floating just before him wherever he turned. Denser and denser became the atmosphere, and blacker the sky, till he could not see a single yard before him; thunder growled in the distance, and a few vivid flashes of lightning momentarily illumined the gloom, but still the cloud remained. Its course became swifter; but it decreased in size, floating onwards, till, to Morales's strained gaze, it peared to remain stationary over one particularly lonely part of the road, known by the name of the Calle Soledad, which he was compelled to pass; becoming smaller and smaller, till, as he reached the spot, it faded into utter darkness and all around was black.

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That same evening, about an hour before sunset, Arthur Stanley, overpowered by the heat, and exhausted with some fatiguing military duties, hastily unbuckled his sword, flung it carelessly from him, and, drinking off a large goblet of wine, which, as usual, stood ready for him on his table, threw himself on his couch, and sunk into a slumber so profound that he scarcely seemed to breathe. How he had passed the interval which had elapsed since his interview with Marie and her husband he scarcely

knew himself. His military duties were performed mechanically, a mission for the king to Toledo successfully accomplished; but he himself was conscious only of one engrossing thought, which no cooling and gentler temper had yet come to subdue. It was a relief to acquit Marie of intentional falsehood—a relief to have some imaginary object on which to vent bitterness and anger; and headstrong and violent without control or guide, when his passions were concerned, he encouraged every angry feeling against Morales, caring neither to define nor subdue them, till the longing to meet him in deadly combat, and the how to do so, became the sole and dangerous occupation of heart and mind.

Stanley's heavy and unnatural sleep had lasted some hours, when he was suddenly and painfully awakened by so loud and long a peal of thunder that the very house seemed to rock and shake with the vibration. He started up on his couch; but darkness was around him so dense that he could not distinguish a single object. This sleep had been unrefreshing, and so heavy an oppression rested on his chest, that he felt as if confined in a close cage of iron. He waved his arms to feel if he were indeed at liberty. He moved in free air, but the darkness seemed to suffocate him; and springing up, he groped his way to the window, and flung it open. Feverish and restless, the very excitement of the night seemed to urge him forth, thus to disperse the oppressive weight within. A flash of lightning playing on the polished sheath of his sword he secured it to his side, and threw his mantle over his shoulders. As he did so his hand came in contact with the upper part of the sheath, from which the hilt should have projected, but, to his astonishment and alarm, no hilt was there-the sheath was empty.

In vain he racked his memory to ascertain whether he had left his sword in its scabbard, or had laid the naked blade, as was his custom, by him while he slept. The more he tried to think the more confused his thoughts became. His forehead felt circled wiih burning iron, his lips were dry and parched, his step faltering as if under the influence of some potent spell. He called for a light, but his voice sounded in his own ears thick and unnatural, and no one answered. His aged hosts had retired to rest an hour before, and though they had noticed and drew their own conclusions from his agitated movements, his call was unregarded. In five minutes more they heard him rush from the house; and anxious as she was to justify all the ways and doings of her handsome lodger, old Juana was this night compelled to lean to her husband's ominously expressed belief, that no one would voluntarily go forth on such an awful night, save for deeds of evil.

His rapid pace and open path were illumined every alternate minute with the vivid lightning, and the very excitement of the storm partially removed the incomprehensible sensations under which Stanley laboured. He turned in the direction of the Castle, perhaps with the unconfessed

hope of meeting some of his companions in arms returning from the royal meeting, and in their society to shake off the spell which chained him. As he neared the Calle Solledad the ground suddenly became slippery, as with some thick fluid, of what nature the dense darkness prevented his discovering, his foot came in contact with some heavy substance lying right across his path. He stumbled and fell, and his dress and hands became literally dyed with the same hue as the ground. He started up in terror; a long vivid flash lingering more than a minute in the air, disclosed the object against which he had fallen; and paralysed with horror, pale, ghastly, as if suddenly turned to stone, he remained. He uttered no word nor cry; but flash after flash played around him, and still beheld him gazing in stupified and motionless horror on the appalling sight before him.

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"I drain'd the wine-cup till my brain grew dizzy from its power;

Yet, even then, my thoughts were with that dear, forsaken flower:

I plunged into the tide of war-I won the fight-but still,

Amid the victor's pride my heart was with that bonnibelle.

"I left my country, friends, and home, to claim her for my own;

I hurried o'er the sea once more, and came to proud Bayonne :

I sought her in her wonted bower-alas! I sought

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LINES.

BY TASSO.

Cosi trapassa al trapassa d'un giorno Della vita mortal il fiore e 'l verde; Ne perche faccia indietro April ritorno, Si rinfiora ella mai ne si rinverde.

TRANSLATION.

By Madame De Staël.

Ainsi passe en un jour la verdure et la fleur de la vie mortelle; c'est en vain que le mois du printemps revient à son tour, elle ne reprend jamais ni sa verdure ni ses fleurs.

TRANSLATION.

By Alicia Jane Sparrow.

In one brief day the bloom and verdure Of mortal life is o'er:

Spring, with its flowers, in vain returns, That brightness will return no more!

EPIGRAM.

The man who aims industrious to be
Two principles must carry out, you see;
"Seek what to do," for fame by action speaks;
And what is more than this, "do what he seeks."

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On the evening of which we write, an old grey-headed old man sat reading Longfellow's Hyperion" just as if he had been alone, although the soft lamplight fell upon a brisk group of young and happy faces, as they bent over their various employments, whispering softly to one another that they might not disturb him, or occasionally bursting into low shouts of glad and uncontrollable laughter, at some merry jest among themselves-and still he stirred not.

His brow was high, and deeply furrowed; his eyes were dim and hollow; and the thin withered hand shook as it turned over the pages before him. Presently he paused and read aloud, in a voice tremulous with age, the following striking passage:" He stole out into the silent and deserted streets, and went to visit the veteran sculptor, Dannecker. He found him in his parlour, sitting alone, with his psalm-book and The reminiscences of a life of eighty years.' What a picture! The old man closed the volume, and leant back with a heavy sigh. "The reminiscences of a life of eighty years! What struggles-what heart-burnings-what weariness-what vain yearnings after time, and talents, and opportunities wasted and gone for ever! What haunting dreams of the sweet past, destined never to be realized! But "the psalmbook!" and now a new light steals over it-a tender and holy radiance, before which the dark and gloomy shadows flit away one by one, and a calm fell upon his troubled spirit. The aged sculptor sitting alone, surrounded by the bright and inimitable creations of his own rare genius, and yet feeling like a little child when he took the Holy Bible in his hands. Yes, it was a sweet picture.

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Eighty years seem a long time," said Kate Howard, the eldest of his nieces, a fair, gentleeyed girl; "how much Dannecker must have had to think about."

"Yes, it is a long, weary time to look back upon; but who, nevertheless, cannot exclaim with the poet,

'Praises for the mosses soft,
In our pathway very oft.'"

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"Oh, tell us about the moss!" exclaimed the little Alice, as she climbed the old man's knee, and pressed her sweet face lovingly to his. "Did you ever find any ?

"It grows for every one," murmured Mr. Cunningham, dreamily, "if they would but stoop to gather it. If they would look for it nearer home, where it is ever freshest and greenest; and cherish it when found, instead of flinging it away, or trampling it heedlessly beneath our very feet!"

Alice wished it was daylight, that she might go out and begin her search after the green moss; but begged meanwhile to know something more about it.

"Will you tell us the history of the miniature which I saw the other morning in your desk, dear uncle?" asked his eldest niece, "you promised me you would."

"And the moss!" interrupted Alice, not very clearly discerning the connection between the two.

The old man smiled kindly upon the eager group, and closing the book before him, drew his chair nearer to the fire, and prepared to open the sadder volume of his own long buried memories. Kate went at his request for the miniature. It was that of a young and beauti ful girl; the hair parted simply upon the high brow, and the clear blue eyes full of a calm and happy light. As Kate said, there was something more than mere beauty in the touching expression of that gentle face. The rest looked upon it as we are apt to do on the frontispiece of a book, that has little interest until we have read the history to which it refers.

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"Such," began the old man, was Annie Hetherington when we first met. She was an only child, and she often used to say, had no one but her aged father and myself to love or care for in all the world."

"Was she your sister?" asked Frank Everett.

"No, she was my betrothed!"

Kate laid her hand gently upon the boy's shoulder, bidding him not to interrupt his uncle any more; and Mr. Cunningham continued. "Mr. Hetherington was not rich, and his in

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