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come died with him; but then Annie was such a cheerful, busy, economical little housekeeper; and with our few and simple wants we had no fears for the future. It was settled that her father should reside with us during his lifetime, which would not in all probability be very long, for the old man was sadly feeble; and the wedding day was even fixed, when I received a most advantageous offer to go out to the West Indies with a distant relative, who had always shewn me much kindness, and even hinted his intention of leaving me all he possessed. Poor Annie turned as pale as death when she first heard of it, and looked imploringly into my eyes, her own being full of tears, but never spoke a word; she waited to hear what I should say.”

"Surely, uncle, you did not go!" interrupted the impatient Frank; "you had enough for happiness, nay, it was even better to be poor, and still together!"

her tears. I do not believe that she herself thought it possible then.

"Mr. Hetherington was averse to my departure from the first; and Annie, with all her earnest and affectionate pleading, had a hard task to reconcile him to it and me. But we parted good friends at last, and as those part who can never hope to meet again on earth. "Come back soon,' whispered the old man, for my poor child will be all alone!'

"Come back soon,' repeated Annie, with a cheerful air, and we shall yet be so happy together!'

"I tore myself away; and then turning lingeringly back, saw her still standing where I had left her, with her pale, smiling face that tried to save me even a parting pang. And my last recollection of Annie Hetherington became thus associated with all that is pure and loving and beautiful in woman, haunting me for years afterwards like a pleasant dream."

"Poor girl! how lonely she must have been without you," said Kate. "I can fancy when you were really gone, how she would cast herself down and weep."

"But when are we to hear about the pretty green moss?" asked the little Alice, impatiently. We must wait until uncle comes back again to “Not just yet, I suppose," replied her brother. England."

"What a time!" exclaimed the child.

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'It may have withered before then," thought Kate, sadly.

The old man went on without heeding him. "The demon of ambition never wants for an excuse when once it takes possession of the human soul. My very love for that fair and gentle girl was made the plea for leaving her. On a sudden it seemed a cruel thing to condemn one so beautiful to a life of comparative. obscurity and privation. And then we were both very young, and a few years-it was only to be for a few years-would soon have passed; at the end of which time, my little Annie should have wherewith to hold up her sweet head among the proudest of the land. Poor girl! she saw plainly how my heart was set upon it, and not a murmur escaped her pale lips; but she tried to smile, and thank me, and to hope that all would be for the best. I would have married her at once, and taken her with me, only she refused to quit her old father; indeed it was cruel to ask her to do so in his present feeble state. Once or twice my mind misgave me, when I saw the tears, restrained in my presence, gush wildly forth upon believing herself unobserved; and listened to her low, broken sobs, mingled with prayers and blessings; but for that I might have deemed her cold and passionless. It was in order to spare mine that her own feelings were so carefully controlled.

"Annie seldom wore any ornament but a little locket which I had given her, containing a piece of my hair, and fastened round her slender throat by a black ribbon. One evening, when we were alone, she pointed to it, and told me that it would be all her comfort during my

absence.

"Who knows, dearest,' said I, 'but on my return I may be able to replace it with one of

diamonds?'

"Annie shook her head.

"I could not love it better,' said she. And indeed I want you to bring back nothing but your own unchanged affection.'

"Oh, Annie! As if I could ever love you less!'

“Forgive me,' said the girl, smiling through

Mr. Cunningham went on with his story. "For the first year things prospered beyond my most sanguine expectations. Every mail brought a letter from my beloved Annie, but certained that her old father was yet alive, and that was seldom enough; and in this way I ashad become blind, and utterly helpless both in mind and body. What a situation for one so young! added to which I was not aware, owing to the secluded manner in which her life had hitherto passed, that she had a single friend in the world beside myself. I might perhaps have dwelt more upon these things, but for her own slight way of alluding to them; her watchful tenderness might cast a cloud over my own happier lot. lest the remembrance of what she suffered Annie's letters were invariably cheerful, and length one came announcing the death of her pregnant with affection rather than event. At father, and her own removal into a quiet village at some little distance. Poor Annie! she never complained, but I knew that she must be but scantily provided for, and immediately forwarded a of one whom I thought my friend. remittance for her present use, through the hands Months passed away, and again she wrote; she had been ill, and was only just recovering. She said nothing however of the money, and having no fears about its safe arrival, I carefully avoided the subject, lest it might wound her delicacy; continuing to remit the same amount from time to time."

"But was not that a false delicacy?" questioned Kate Everett. "There is no pride in

love, and a frank and perfect confidence seems only natural. But perhaps she never received it?" I might have guessed as much by her silence. I, who knew her so well," continued Mr. Cunningham" but we must not anticipate. Everything prospered with me, so that my relative had little difficulty in persuading me to stay on from month to month and from year to year. I had asked Annie to join me the first opportunity that occurred, but did not press this very strongly, knowing how her timid nature would shrink from such a step; and being quite determined in my own mind that nothing should induce me to remain away much longer from my native land. How long the struggle between love and ambition would have gone on I know not; the death of my kind and generous friend set me free at length with a princely fortune, and a constitution but little impaired by the ravages of toil and climate.

"The necessary preparations for my depar ture were soon completed, and I determined to surprise Annie by my unexpected appearance, when she was still perhaps dreaming of me as of one far away; fancying her wild joy-her fond caresses-the glad tears that I would kiss away ere they were scarcely shed; and how she would be changed into the graceful womanhood, of which her early beauty gave so rich a promise. I had brought back with me a diamond necklace to replace, as I had said, that simple ribbon; with gems for her brow and arms that a queen might have envied. Every dream of my ambitious youth had been more than realised, and she, the centre of them all, the beautiful idol of my golden shrine, was alone wanting.

"It was a bright summer day when I entered the quiet village in which Annie Hetherington had taken up her abode after her father's death; and inquiring for her residence, was directed to a small cottage somewhat apart from the rest, and perhaps even humbler in appearance; but the roses with which it was covered gave it a romantic look nevertheless. The door was open, and a woman stood at the entrance, looking eagerly down the road; her hair was half concealed beneath a muslin cap, which vied with the whiteness of her thin, hollow cheeks, and her form attenuated and poorly clad.

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"Oh! uncle," interrupted Frank eagerly, why think of her hands? I would have looked only into her eyes, and read there if she yet loved me!"

Mr. Cunningham went on.

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Presently my heart smote me for my unkindness, and going up to her, I bent to kiss her wan and faded brow; and now it was the girl's turn to shrink back, but not in anger, for she smiled a moment afterwards, and drawing a long breath, said with an air of forced composure,

"You must think me sadly altered, Walter?" "I could not deny it. And then she told me something of what she must have gone through in my absence; but not nearly all, for fear of grieving me. She had never, it appeared, received the sums remitted to her, and was too proud to make known her poverty. "How thoughtless and unkind I must have appeared to you,' interrupted I.

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Oh, no, indeed! And after all, our childish attachment gave me no claim upon you.' "Our childish attachment, Annie!' "Yes, Walter; for it was nothing more. We have both grown wiser since then.' And again she smiled, and turned her sunken eyes to mine as if half hoping that I should have con tradicted her; but I never spoke a word.

"After a little time she left me, and upon her return I saw that the cap had been discarded, and her hair arranged as she had used to wear it; but it only made the change more conspicuous. There is something very sad in the vain endeavours of a once beautiful woman to hide the ravages of time and sickness, and appear as she was wont; and poor Annie could not fail to read in my manner that pity was fast usurping the place of affection.

"Whether it was my hurried journey, or the shock of finding my long-worshipped idol thus changed, I know not; but a severe illness ensued, during which Annie, assisted by an aged nurse, watched over me with the tenderest care; while repenting of my former selfishness, and Annie Hetherington! Impossible!' ex-grateful for her unceasing kindness, I resolved

"That's Annie Hetherington,' said the lad who had conducted me, waiting as usual for the postman, though it wants an hour yet to his proper time.'

claimed I.

"She recognized my voice in an instant, and started forward with a wild, glad scream of uncontrollable delight, forgetting everything but that I had come again, until recalled by the involuntary coldness with which I shrunk from her innocent caresses; but still attributing it to the presence of others, and blushing for her own thoughtlessness, led the way to her little cottage. She seemed to wait for me to speak, but no words came; and then something of the real truth suddenly flashed across her mind, and trembling too much to be able to stand, she sat

to devote my future life, if it should be spared me, in atoning for all that I had made her suffer. Once again, as I grew accustomed to the alteration, and lay watching her in the evening light, her delicate profile half averted, and the long silken lashes of her calm thoughtful eyes resting on her pale cheek, she was still beautiful to me. I longed to tell her so, and all my good resolu tions, and to ask forgiveness for the past; but my own weakness and the care with which she always avoided being left alone with me, delayed the communication from time to time.

“One night—I shall never forget that night—

my poor Annie thought I slept. I could feel her bending over me-her lips touched my brow-she who was in general so proud and shy her breath came quick and gaspingly. Again and again she kissed me, but very softly; and then knelt down and prayed that I might soon be well and happy! while I remained still, and listened like one in a sweet dream, but would not speak for fear of frightening her. That night the spell broke, and I loved her once more as of old; but it was too late-we never met again!

Early the following morning she went away without saying a word to any one, having ascertained that there was no longer the slightest danger to be apprehended from my illness; and perhaps thinking, poor girl! that she should be scarcely missed. Shortly afterwards I received a letter from her, in which she told me that she was well cared for, but it would be all in vain for me to seek to trace her. There was not a single word of reproach throughout. She wrote only to break off our engagement, and bid me farewell for ever, believing that she was consulting my happiness in so doing; but there was no happiness for me from that hour!"

"And yet it was very natural for her to act as she did," said Kate Everett; "for she could not know how your sentiments had changed towards her. So she went away, and pined, and died at length, I suppose, of a broken heart?"

"When I heard of her at length," continued the old man, "which was not until years afterwards, in spite of all my exertions to discover the place of her abode, she was married, and a happy wife, and a mother!"

Kate laid down the miniature with a sigh; the spell was broken in her young, romance-loving heart; and yet, as she had said before, it was

very natural.

"I had deserved to lose her," continued Mr.

Cunningham. "To learn from the lips of

strangers how beautiful she was once again, and how much beloved; how her presence made the sunshine of another home, while mine was desolate !"

"And was she really happy?" questioned the young girl, earnestly.

"I hope so for her own sake. If in hours of solitude her thoughts ever wandered back to the lover of her youth, it must have been with scorn for his heartlessness and want of faith. But no; Annie was too gentle to scorn any living thing, but would rather pity and pray for him who had so cruelly wronged her!"

"I do not believe that she could be happy!" persisted Kate. And perhaps she was right. Is that all, uncle?"

"Yes; I have no more to tell.”

"I know what you mean now; but it is not all gone even yet."

The old man smiled sadly as he returned her fond and innocent caresses.

"Yes," said he; "my little Alice has guessed aright; love and friendship, and kind words and actions are the bright, fresh mosses of daily life. They spring up in their quiet beauty, oftentimes unheeded, and we learn to prize them only when they are fading away from earth; and the green bower they made for us becomes a wilderness for evermore! It is a wayside plant that all may gather, laying up for themselves a sweet store of gentle memories, or dispersing its healing balm abroad among their fellow men. it is of home growth, and the farther we wander in search of this bright moss the less likely we are to find it."

But

"And does it always fade?" asked the child sadly.

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"Let us return for a few moments to the aged sculptor Dannecker," replied Mr. Cunningham; as he sat alone with the 'reminiscences of a life of eighty years.' Doubtless many of those green mosses had lived and bloomed for him, and yet they were all gone now; but was he left quite desolate?"

"He had his psalm-book!" exclaimed Kate eagerly.

"Oh yes, Alice, there are mosses that never fade; and even a little child may gather them." Alice turned her large, thoughtful eyes from one to the other, and longed once more to begin her search after the everlasting moss.

"But does it bloom for every one? and will it be always bright?”

and though watered with tears it shall never "Yes; none shall seek it diligently in vain; die, but be as a sweet and holy spell to keep the heart pure, and glad, and peaceful, and make grave itself a green and pleasant resting

even the

place the gate of heaven!"

The old man ceased to speak. And that night little Alice dreamt of nothing else but whole earth as with a mantle. To the eye of bright, sunny moss, that seemed to cover the faith there is a deep truth in that childish vision.

SONNET.

BY MRS. F. B. SCOTT.

Oh, when thou seest some star in ether beaming
Lonely and placid on the couch of night,
Ministering keenly to thy soul's delight,
And watch each gem on Dian's white brow gleaming;
Or, when in fairy glade, 'mid Poet's dreaming,
Float in thy fancy visions fair and bright;
Or, 'neath the blossoms of Seringa white

"And the green moss?" exclaimed the im- Thou mark'st the sunlight on some clear lake patient little Alice.

"Bloomed never more for me!"

For a few moments the child looked sad and bewildered; and then clasping her tiny arms about the old man's neck, and pressing her rosy cheek to his, whispered softly:

streaming;

Or, sauntering through some quiet leafy wood,
While pensiveness descends to bless thy mood;
Or sailing swiftly on the summer sea,
At times like these I pray thee think on me,
For ne'er can my high love be understood,

Save when thou 'rt lapsed in deep tranquillity!

WOUNDING WORDS.

BY MRS. ABDY.

"A wound given by a word is oftentimes more difficult to cure than a wound given by a sword."SIR PHILIP SIDNEY.

The wound may be sharp as the pointed steel,
And long may the sufferer lay
Moaning in grief, ere the smart shall heal,
And the fever pass away;

But in time he may rise in joyous glee
From the restless couch of pain,
And walk with a spirit light and free

Through the bright glad world again.

But oh! there are wounds of far keener smart
Than those of the lance or sword,
When the inmost depth of the gentle heart
Is pierced by a wounding word;

The sufferer seeks not the shaded room,

Nor seems from the world estranged

But he walks through the world with a glance of gloom,

And a spirit sad and changed.

Oh! oft are the pangs of an outward wound
Allayed by assiduous care,

The patient lists to the murmured sound
Of the loved one's fervent prayer ;
And he meets the gaze of anxious eyes,
And he thanks the Power that sends
In his need, the soothing sympathies
Of tender and watchful friends.

But he who is stabbed by a wounding word
To no ear his hurt reveals,

Silent he bears it, by shame deterred
From telling the pain he feels;
But life's fair prospects it seems to blight
And the voice of Hope to quell,

And it comes on his spirit by day and night,
Like a mocking, maddening knell.

Alas! it is sad in a Christian land

That such evil things should be,
And the open warfare of the hand
Methinks I would rather see
Than witness the scenes of moral wrong,
Where the strong oppress the weak,
And the stealthy warfare of the tongue
Is waged on the good and meek.

Yet none will the probing poisoned dart
At my poor behest resign,

For the power to change the cruel heart
Is in higher hands than mine;

But the taunts men utter with harsh intent,
By a God of peace is heard;

Oh! may he bid them in time repent
Of the sin of a wounding word!

LINES.

Longing looks my spirit back
On my childhood's early days,

Sighing gaze I on the track
Of my wildest phantom chace;

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THE FAG-END OF CHIVALRY.

(A Sketch from Modern Times.)

BY WILLIAM HENRY FISK.

"Now pray copy less; have a little temerity;
Try if you can't also manage posterity."

HUNT'S FEAST OF THE POETS.

'In England we too often alternate between a supercilious neglect of genius and a rhapsodical pursuit of quacks. In England, when a new character appears in our circles, the first question always is, "Who is be? In France, it is, "What is he?" In England, “How much a year ?" In France, “What has he done ?"

CONINGSBY.

"You'll be sure to come early, dear?" languidly interrogated Miss Emeline Boadicea Percy of her merry, yet gentle companion, Ann, or Annie Brown. "Don't be late, there's a dear child, or come and titivate yourself in my dressing-room, will you, dear? I'll take care to have a good fire, and Mrs. Pauline Plantagenet has promised me the loan of her soubrette, who is to dress my hair in the last Parisian mode. Do come early! Ma' has invited the company for nine-but-"

"Oh, I will come at any hour you like; eight, seven, six, if I can be of any service to you." The latter part of this speech was said in a tone rather as if the speaker fancied she had discovered the drift of her friend's pressing invitation.

Oh, not on my account," was the hasty reply of Miss Emeline Boadicea. "Charles Brookes will be at our party, and I thought you might like the use of my looking-glass. Perhaps he is not very particular as to your personal appearance, being a poet and a scholar?" This was what Miss Emeline Boadicea thought a clever "cut" at her homely, or, as she was in the habit of calling her (behind her back), her unsophisticated friend. However, it proved no "cut" at all, as Annie laughingly replied, "Perhaps not; indeed, I am sure he has too much good sense to allow his affection for me to fluctuate, because my head-dress is not exactly to his taste, though he is by no means the advocate of a slovenly appearance. But I accept your kind offer, as I shall be obliged to walk here in my bonnet."

"Walk!" exclaimed her companion-Miss Emeline Boadicea's pa' kept his carriage!

By-the-bye," innocently continued Annie Brown, laughing in spite of the taunt levelled at her more humble condition, "you promised to show me the dress you will wear to-morrow evening."

Miss Emeline Boadicea Percy rang the bell.

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The box was brought, the dress produced.

"Is not this a beautiful tulle robe, dear? Pa' grumbled sadly at the expense. Poor pa! How can he expect me to make an aristocratic conquest in a dressing-gown? for I'm sure my dresses of last season are out of all date, and might be called that as well as anything else. Do you remember them? Don't you think they will cut up well for that purpose?"

Annie said "Yes," but she had no recollection of the dresses in question.

"This corsage"-Miss E. B. P. was partial to technical terms-" do you think it too low, dear, or too deeply pointed ?"

"Annie was no great connoisseur, so she allowed her friend's taste to take the precedence of her thoughts, and said "No!”

What was Annie Brown thinking of? Gentle reader-a secret!

"Do you not admire this lace berthe the corsage is trimmed with? I have had it made of two falls."

Annie almost asked her where she picked them up; but she did not, exclaiming they were "beautiful! superb!"

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See, dear, the skirt is looped up on one side to show the white satin beneath. What do you think I gave a yard for this?" exclaimed Miss Percy, holding up a magnificent satin skirt. "I'm sure I have no idea." "Guess!"

"I'm no judge at all of satins."

Why, I gave ten shillings a yard. Pa' held up his hands-poor pa'! but it was paid for out my allowance, so he wouldn't scold me.' This idea seemed particularly amusing to Miss

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