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took Care of your Fortune. Elegance was so blended with Oeconomy in her Management, it shew'd Us the Difference betwixt Plenty 'and Oftentation.
I have presumed, Your Lordship will observe, to draw but the Outlines of the Picture ; to sketch out that Symmetry, which distinguish'd her equally to every Beholder. To finish up the Colouring of the Whole, is above my Strength or Vanity. The peculiar Duties She paid either to Heaven, or your Lordship, are too facred to be touch'd here. They stand forbid to a vulgar Approach; and I choose, as in the Jewiss Temples, to draw a Curtain across that Alcar. It might be a childish Superstition, perhaps, to imagine her too good for this World; but we feel to our Concern, that what made her revered on Earth, qualified her too early for a Saint in Heaven. Oftendunt terris hanc tantùm Fata,nec ultra Efe must.
I should fear, my Lord, to awake your Sorrows even with this faint Recapitulation of her Virtues, did I not know, the Image of them is engraven on your Heart, and I am paying but the Rites of a pious and fympathetick Refpect. As I am proud to be thought a Client and Servant of your Family, and claim Your Lordship's Patronage as it were by Descent from your Noble Father, I would profefs a becoming Intereft in whatever affects my Patron. If my Duty, My Lord, be too bold, I have it to plead in Excufe, that it is in fome Measure warranted by your own Conduct and Behaviour. That Eafinefs of Addrefs with which I have been receiv'd by You, and that Indulgence which you are pleas'd to fhew me on every Occafion, ground a fort of habitual Freedom. In Converfations with Your Lordship, tho' we cannot but remember the Distance due to your Quality, yet we find something fo engaging on your part, that we imperceptibly flide
circum Caput omne micantes Depofuit radios, propriúfque accedere juffit. ble So, You, my Lord, will not fuffer your Quality to glare upon your Inferiors: You abate of the Splendour of a Patrician, and defcend to Us in the Light of the eafy agreeable Gentleman.
If You ever thew any Reserve, it is with Regard to your own Modesty, You there labour to retire within Your felf; and would fain fhut Us out from the Discovery of Talents, which you cannot reftrain from starting to Obfervation. Your Behaviour refembles That of Pyramus and Thisbe's Parents, in a Paffage which has employ'd the Criticks;
Sed vetuêre patres quod non potuere vętare,
on the very Confines of Friendship. Your Sweetness and Affability always put me in mind of Ovid's APOLLO; he reftrain'd the Luftre of his Godhead, when he was to converfe with a mortal
For I have always understood it thus, that they endeavour'd to forbid what they could not prevent. The Confeffion I am going to make, my Lord, is in part an Evidence of this Truth. I had defign'd to obtrude upon You what I had to fay critically of Shakespeare: but your Modefty abfolutely denied my Appeal. You would not look upon your felf converfant enough in my Author to be appointed Judge of the various parts of his Character; tho' I have borrow'd many Hints from hearing You converse upon him. I have foften'd the Theft, Sir, in Expreffion, you fee, in Regard to my felf; and Your Lordship may reasonably deny the Loss of the Jewels, which I have disparag'd in the unartful Setting. I may very truly apply to You the Character, which a much greater Dedicator apply'd to a Patron not fo great: Ingenium tale eft, ut etiam fine literis videatur cultum effe potuiffe; tantum autem Literarum confecutus es, ut vel fatis ad fummam gloriam effe poffit.
But I am aware, that in these Declarations I am trespasling on Your Lordship’s Patience. That Light of Veneration, in which I view You, makes me think I could never say too much on the Subject : and that nice Distrust, with which you view Your self, makes You think that I cannot say too little. I can only know that I am forgiven, in being continued to share the Honour of Your Esteem; and indulgʻd in the .Op portunities of approving myself,
moff faithful and obedient